Nov 19, 2005 22:47
i must say that i am more miserable than i have been in a long time. nothing is going the way i want it to except my grades (straight A's on my report card), but that's no consolation and can't make it better. i know i have a family that loves me and a roof over my head and money is no problem but money can't by happiness or friends. if these are supposed to be the happiest years of my life, like the old saying goes, then i am gunna kill myself. there's very little that could make me happy right now... fuck it though... it'll get better... stuff happens... things will get better like it used to be i hope...