at the library
at the library right now, talking to nathaniel on IM. My dad purposely gave me four dollars when he knows that I need five to get a pack of Marb Reds...
I really need it too.
I've been being all wierd within the last two weeks... I can't really withhold a conversation the way i normally would, when I'm depressed.... but Wess has made me so happy - and I'm not normally happy .... I can't think and I can't draw and I can't talk like I normally would and I'm usually so happy that I feel like a frikken idiot... but I like it. I could see him getting happier.... his face has changed - he looks happier. I still know that he could never care as much about me as I do about him but I'm fine with it. Things are going well. Some rumours are going around, I'll ignore them and say this - maybe they're true, maybe they aren't - either way it's no one else's fucking business. I'm gonna go try to get my friend Jessica to buy me a cheap pack and a lighter.... see ya later
I really need it too.
I've been being all wierd within the last two weeks... I can't really withhold a conversation the way i normally would, when I'm depressed.... but Wess has made me so happy - and I'm not normally happy .... I can't think and I can't draw and I can't talk like I normally would and I'm usually so happy that I feel like a frikken idiot... but I like it. I could see him getting happier.... his face has changed - he looks happier. I still know that he could never care as much about me as I do about him but I'm fine with it. Things are going well. Some rumours are going around, I'll ignore them and say this - maybe they're true, maybe they aren't - either way it's no one else's fucking business. I'm gonna go try to get my friend Jessica to buy me a cheap pack and a lighter.... see ya later