i am so outrageously pissed, depressed, and disappointed
for the past, i guess, hour and a half i have been so outrageously moody
i know it's my period but this is just crazy
first, i wanted to cry for no reason
then, i hated like..everyone..for very stupid reasons(okay some stupid, some good)
and now i am depressed and disappointed cuz i just came back from washing my face to see my boyfriend sign off
and i haven't really talked to him since friday night and it makes me sort of really really depressed
but i KNOW i shouldn't talk to him right now because of how extremely moody i am.
and i hurt, a lot.
i have cramps
my back hurts a lot
and i feel a little bloated
and my stomach is definitely unsettled.
i feel sooooooooooooo bad right now
and you know what? it pisses me the fuck off that i can never contact my boyfriend unless i text him or call him
why can't he have a fucking facebook or myspace
i don't want to text him all the fucking time
i don't mind calling him but what if i just want to type things
jesus we're so horrible at communicating with eachother
and every FUCKING time we're together, i forget all this shit that's wrong with our relationship
and it's like everything is pretty perfect.
but it's not. and it won't be unless we hang out 24/7, which we don't.
so i need to like write a list down
and take it out next time we hang out
hahhhaahah that sounds lame.
i like him and i know it's gonna work out because we've been through some stuff and everything has been good this far.
another thing is that these annoying little bitches
like me for some reason
while i hate them and want nothing to do with them whatsoever
and they invite themselves places
as if they're my best fucking friends
when they definitely are not at all.
and i wish they'd just leave me alone.
GAH HATE HATE HATE.
yeah i'm in an exceptionally horrible mood right now.
and i don't want people to feel bad for me. i can handle things on my own. that's why i complain in a little fucking blog rather than to people.
i don't NEED help.
i need these bitches to stop bothering me. and i need to do my homework. so i'll do that now.
i know it's my period but this is just crazy
first, i wanted to cry for no reason
then, i hated like..everyone..for very stupid reasons(okay some stupid, some good)
and now i am depressed and disappointed cuz i just came back from washing my face to see my boyfriend sign off
and i haven't really talked to him since friday night and it makes me sort of really really depressed
but i KNOW i shouldn't talk to him right now because of how extremely moody i am.
and i hurt, a lot.
i have cramps
my back hurts a lot
and i feel a little bloated
and my stomach is definitely unsettled.
i feel sooooooooooooo bad right now
and you know what? it pisses me the fuck off that i can never contact my boyfriend unless i text him or call him
why can't he have a fucking facebook or myspace
i don't want to text him all the fucking time
i don't mind calling him but what if i just want to type things
jesus we're so horrible at communicating with eachother
and every FUCKING time we're together, i forget all this shit that's wrong with our relationship
and it's like everything is pretty perfect.
but it's not. and it won't be unless we hang out 24/7, which we don't.
so i need to like write a list down
and take it out next time we hang out
hahhhaahah that sounds lame.
i like him and i know it's gonna work out because we've been through some stuff and everything has been good this far.
another thing is that these annoying little bitches
like me for some reason
while i hate them and want nothing to do with them whatsoever
and they invite themselves places
as if they're my best fucking friends
when they definitely are not at all.
and i wish they'd just leave me alone.
GAH HATE HATE HATE.
yeah i'm in an exceptionally horrible mood right now.
and i don't want people to feel bad for me. i can handle things on my own. that's why i complain in a little fucking blog rather than to people.
i don't NEED help.
i need these bitches to stop bothering me. and i need to do my homework. so i'll do that now.