Okay, that last entry was so long and here I am about to write another, so I'll put it under a cut. I just received this e-mail the is sooo rant worthy wow...okay... I don't even ... yeah sorry, ( cut. )
Oh man is that horrible. I can't believe that e-mail. Thank God my Grandmother doesn't e-mail me. but then again if I was halfway around the world then she probably would
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Ahh baby...I feel your pain. haha I was ridiculed all through school too. It wasn't until recently that a few of my friends got into j-music...but no offense to them....they're still 'normal'. They dress pretty okay and look normal and retain normal friendships and such
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That's harsh man... I wouldn't want to go back to the US if I could stay in Japan either.
And the thing about fitting in, I can understand. When I first got into jrock, I felt alienated and stuff because I had no one to talk to about it and all my friends thought jrock was too wierd for them. So instead of fitting in, I got three other people into jrock. Okay, lol.
No offence to you or anything, but I actually thought your grandmother sounded caring/polite in her email. Maybe you should tell her about how you feel? If my parents were to ask me to go back, they would send me a ten page long essay telling me to get the hell back home.
Its a little more than just this e-mail. Before I left she was constantly telling me how much of a failure I was turning out to be. But once I got this she had something to brag about, so now shes pressuring me to go to some college in California to study Law (like she wanted my father to). She knows I love Japan and I want to be here and I've explained it to her multiple times, but she...and most of my family already has a nice idea of the clean cut lawyer I should be and they won't change that for anything. Shes told me in other e-mails how I'm being silly and I don't know what I want, that I can't live in Japan and be happy here. She may be caring and polite...but its only as long as I'm doing what she wants me to do. Heaven forbid I should do something that would make me happy. ;-;
T___T *HUG* I understand what you mean. You should come here and visit me like over the summer or something O_O That would so kick ass omg!! since i won't be at Acen x.x;;
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And the thing about fitting in, I can understand. When I first got into jrock, I felt alienated and stuff because I had no one to talk to about it and all my friends thought jrock was too wierd for them. So instead of fitting in, I got three other people into jrock. Okay, lol.
No offence to you or anything, but I actually thought your grandmother sounded caring/polite in her email. Maybe you should tell her about how you feel? If my parents were to ask me to go back, they would send me a ten page long essay telling me to get the hell back home.
Good luck to you and I hope it sorts out! (^^)b
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She may be caring and polite...but its only as long as I'm doing what she wants me to do. Heaven forbid I should do something that would make me happy. ;-;
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