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Okay, this is really bugging me.
I don't want to start shit. Really.
But I guess I can't be the one to end shit, either.
I already tried. I'm finished. This is so fucking pathetic.
And unfortunately, I don't care anymore.
I wish I had you, but I don't need you.
I don't know what you want. But I do know what I want.
I want you to know that I don't hate you.
I could never hate you. Ever.
And I don't even not like you. At all.
But I know you don't care how I feel.
One thing I want to make completely clear-
Every time I told you I loved you,
I MEANT IT.
...Even if you didn't.
I would never say those words and not mean it. EVER.
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On another note, I broke my right thumb playing softball.
I can't fucking do ANYTHING and it completely sucks.
I do have some lovely helpers, though. =]
This weekend is gonna knock my socks off.
No better way to put it.
I HAVE AWESOME FRIENDS.
And an awesome older sister.
And a stupid fucking broken right thumb.
I don't want to start shit. Really.
But I guess I can't be the one to end shit, either.
I already tried. I'm finished. This is so fucking pathetic.
And unfortunately, I don't care anymore.
I wish I had you, but I don't need you.
I don't know what you want. But I do know what I want.
I want you to know that I don't hate you.
I could never hate you. Ever.
And I don't even not like you. At all.
But I know you don't care how I feel.
One thing I want to make completely clear-
Every time I told you I loved you,
I MEANT IT.
...Even if you didn't.
I would never say those words and not mean it. EVER.
________________________________________________________
On another note, I broke my right thumb playing softball.
I can't fucking do ANYTHING and it completely sucks.
I do have some lovely helpers, though. =]
This weekend is gonna knock my socks off.
No better way to put it.
I HAVE AWESOME FRIENDS.
And an awesome older sister.
And a stupid fucking broken right thumb.