Do you know the way to Santa Fe?
Okay first of all I would like to say announce that on the day I was born, Madonna's "Vogue" was the number one song on the charts.
If you want me to tell you the number one song the day and year you were born, let me know. ;]
Second I would like to announce that I CAN FINALLY DRIVE! =] Yayy.
...Last night I had a dream.
We went to the Coldplay concert in New Jersey, Hill and Liana were there, and possibly Zoe and Matt and a few others I don't really remember.
And she was there. With him.
I was asking everyone where she was. Even people I didn't know. I was like, excuse me, do you know who she is? Is she with him? Do you know where they are?
Surprisingly, a lot of people helped me find her.
But I'm not really sure if I ever did find her...
I do remember though, all I wanted was to see her and hug her and kiss him and tell her how sorry I am that any of this ever happened, I wanted to explain myself and say everything that has been on my mind nonstop for the past few years, the things I just can't stop thinking about, and the things I can't seem to forget no matter how hard I try. I wanted to tell both of them how much I truly love them and how much I can't stand to lose either of them again...
It's been so, so long. Why can't I fucking get over this? Or maybe, I'm holding on... because I have such a hard time saying goodbye, to anyone. It is one of the worst things in the world, missing people.
As for the good news, we really are gonna go to the Coldplay concert in New Jersey, probably.
They are pretty much Hillary's new favorite band.
And I can't fucking waittttttt.
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If you want me to tell you the number one song the day and year you were born, let me know. ;]
Second I would like to announce that I CAN FINALLY DRIVE! =] Yayy.
...Last night I had a dream.
We went to the Coldplay concert in New Jersey, Hill and Liana were there, and possibly Zoe and Matt and a few others I don't really remember.
And she was there. With him.
I was asking everyone where she was. Even people I didn't know. I was like, excuse me, do you know who she is? Is she with him? Do you know where they are?
Surprisingly, a lot of people helped me find her.
But I'm not really sure if I ever did find her...
I do remember though, all I wanted was to see her and hug her and kiss him and tell her how sorry I am that any of this ever happened, I wanted to explain myself and say everything that has been on my mind nonstop for the past few years, the things I just can't stop thinking about, and the things I can't seem to forget no matter how hard I try. I wanted to tell both of them how much I truly love them and how much I can't stand to lose either of them again...
It's been so, so long. Why can't I fucking get over this? Or maybe, I'm holding on... because I have such a hard time saying goodbye, to anyone. It is one of the worst things in the world, missing people.
As for the good news, we really are gonna go to the Coldplay concert in New Jersey, probably.
They are pretty much Hillary's new favorite band.
And I can't fucking waittttttt.
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