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fun weekend. friday chris, jeff, steve, davey, andy, and becky came the fuck over. we partied the shit outta that night too. then friday night davey and andy were still over and taryn came over and we watched the day after tomorrow. then i took taryn to her car at andys house haha. came home and tricia taylor was there. so we all hung out. we all fell asleep, woke up the next morning wit only becky and davey left the rest of em had work haha. we chilled all day cleaned up the house and kept the party glowing. then saturday night went to adrias for the house show. luckily becky kinda knew where we were goin somehow some way.
some things or feelings can trick us into thinkin if u try harder it will work, w.e u want. ur hopes get higher and then u get it all out and they start falling. being away for so long made me forget. made me forget what its like to feel myself again. not have some fake life that non one even cares about. somethin/someone that actually knows who u really are. helps u breathe that much easier. to sit there and feel ur world spinning out of control and then see u stop it and set it straight feels almost like being in love. dnt want u to wry bout what i want cuz id be happier if u did what u want. just cant help wanting to kiss u or make u feel how i feel. im sry i said ne thing.
-j-