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i feel empty today.
i think i sleep too much. i sleep to avoid life. everything makes me so goddamn tired.
i wish i weren't so apathetic. i want to be passionate about something.
i don't want to feel empty anymore.
aw, don't mind me. i'm just feeling crappy today. i'll be better tomorrow, when brian gets back from colorado, and we watch the entire Jay and Silent Bob series and eat gratuitious ammounts of stuffed-crust pizza. i'll be better when justin and kevo and i go goodwill shopping.
i wish my sister was coming home for christmas. i miss her.
apathy is a terrible thing. i need some way to shake this. i need someone to tap me on the shoulder and say, "snap the fuck out of this. you're young, you've got your whole life ahead of you. time to wake up and start living."
i need to go to hobby lobby and buy canvas.
you know how everyone thinks only girls talk bad about people behind their backs, and turn people against someone verbally?
that's bullshit. boys do it to other boys all the time.
why can't everyone just be the same all the time? why can't everyone just be nice all the time?
i feel empty today.
i think i sleep too much. i sleep to avoid life. everything makes me so goddamn tired.
i wish i weren't so apathetic. i want to be passionate about something.
i don't want to feel empty anymore.
aw, don't mind me. i'm just feeling crappy today. i'll be better tomorrow, when brian gets back from colorado, and we watch the entire Jay and Silent Bob series and eat gratuitious ammounts of stuffed-crust pizza. i'll be better when justin and kevo and i go goodwill shopping.
i wish my sister was coming home for christmas. i miss her.
apathy is a terrible thing. i need some way to shake this. i need someone to tap me on the shoulder and say, "snap the fuck out of this. you're young, you've got your whole life ahead of you. time to wake up and start living."
i need to go to hobby lobby and buy canvas.
you know how everyone thinks only girls talk bad about people behind their backs, and turn people against someone verbally?
that's bullshit. boys do it to other boys all the time.
why can't everyone just be the same all the time? why can't everyone just be nice all the time?