cold hearts and hot hands.
i have the strangest nerves. i get scared at things for no reason. sometimes i just wish i could make everyone happy. well, actually always. i end up feeling guilty when a friend gets hurt over something. as though i could have helped etc. i need to do some soul searching. i feel i need to find myself again. i am begining to fade away again. sometimes i wish someone could just keep me here. i need to find out where i am. like i said, i need to do some soul searching.