Feb 08, 2003 00:13
I guess I'll just blurt this out and say MY DAD HAS CANCER. It's in his various lymph nodes but not Hodgkin's disease and Fucking fuck not sure how to feel right now. Still no job yet and every day is a fucking struggle to do something Re: getting back into college and not staring at the wall like a fucking lump all day. OOF. At least I still have some things to be happy about in that all this spare time has given me a chance to improve on the Cookin' Skilzzz(zzz) and I still have a dog who yes two months later still trys to get me to piss on his head.
PS combined with my dad and my uncle getting ass cancer a few months back (WITHOUT TELLING ME) that means I have ANOTHER lovely genetic death trap to look out for. IT'LL BE A MIRCALE IF I LIVE PAST 50, FOLKS.