Isolated
I sit up at night without sleep with this feeling of Isolation and some serious thoughts of just being alone. I am surrounded with good people and good friends. Yet, I'm still alone. I've had my girlfriends in the past, and I'm still alone. I am alone in my world of total darkness. It is hard to describe, but more or less being in a room so lit up that you have to squint to see where you are going, but all you can do is strain your eyes trying to find your way through a completely dark room.