Fear is the mind-killer.
I have a weird tumor-like growth on the top of my head, a severe and persistent case of gastritis, a slide presentation due on Thursday, and a paper that's 25% of my grade due Friday.
I also need to work out this financial aid nonsense by next week or I won't get any financial aid next year...which would be bad.
Oh, and I also haven't ordered invitations, and time is running out.
I keep having this "irrational" fear of dying lately. Not so much me missing out on life, but a fathomless fear of leaving Jon alone in this world.
...I'm also not baptized, which worries me.
...Maybe it's the nausea that's making me feel this way.
...Or maybe it's feeling this way that's giving me the nausea.
Anxiety & Stress Management group didn't help much this week. ...I miss my individual therapy sessions with Jessica.
I also need to work out this financial aid nonsense by next week or I won't get any financial aid next year...which would be bad.
Oh, and I also haven't ordered invitations, and time is running out.
I keep having this "irrational" fear of dying lately. Not so much me missing out on life, but a fathomless fear of leaving Jon alone in this world.
...I'm also not baptized, which worries me.
...Maybe it's the nausea that's making me feel this way.
...Or maybe it's feeling this way that's giving me the nausea.
Anxiety & Stress Management group didn't help much this week. ...I miss my individual therapy sessions with Jessica.