Alex is coming home
Alex is coming home tomorrow! I talked to the doctor and he's being discharged tomorrow evening. A part of me is extremely frightened that I am now responsible for this little person. Am afraid I will do so many things wrong. All those books I read just didn't prepare me for this. Am so frightened that he'll get sick or worse while in my care. I was looking forward to this for so long and I now I am dreading it. I can't even take care of my fish properly, how can I take care of a human being.