pissed!!! (kinda)
allright..WOW its been a minute since I actually used this thing but thats a good thing because there hasn't been anything important to get off of my chest lately...but tonight kinda sucked..alright first a little back story~My friend David came back into town from the military and I was supposed to go to club tantra with him and a gagillion of my other friends so I got off work early a Wings down in ttown but I let Larry borrow my truck and he locks the keys in it and then goes back to Birmingham!!!! so I got stuck at work and had to have another friend come get me and drive me home...so im pissed at Larry but the friend that drove me was this chick named Jesse right and talking to her just depressed the hell out of me! I mean I am a really good guy you know im not overly religous but I keep myself very respectable and it kills me inside to know what this girl has done to herself b/c she used to be an AP student, a cheerleader, and pretty much just had everything together....but now she is just a drugged out stupid (i dont want to say whore) but loose girl...having a conversation with her was like talking to a brick wall I mean there is just nothing up stairs! and its the same way with most of the people in my life I feel like all of my friends have died and im sad and lonely just waiting at there graves for them to come back!!well thats really depressing I mean I have awesome friends that would do anything in the world for me and they have proven it time and time again but today just pissed me off but its probably just because im really tired cause I only got four hours of sleep last night!! I wish I could just go back in time when things were so simple but im a man now and thats just how it is....on a better note with that I actually became a licensed contractor and im starting my first house in december!!! which means that by this time next year I will have 60-120 thousand dollars and working for MILLIONS!!!MWAHAAHA hmph.....sorry haha so yeah thats exciting and im still going to go to school while I do it so everything is looking up...wow it feels good to get this stuff out! now the only other big gaping whole in my life is a good woman but I dont feel like talking about all that right now....peace for now