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Sometimes its hard to know whether you're doing the smart thing for yourself. Like in the long run is this going to be better for me even though I'll be paying more money?
I can't tell, all I know is that I won't be terrified anymore about how I'm gonna pay off all these medical bills. Because fuck them, they don't work with you. I had an absolute meltdown on Wednesday during my lunch break and let me tell you how fun it is to go back into work all puffy/red eyed. Loads.
I have to believe that paying all this off and basically condensing it into 2 bills will be much more bearable than rearranging money every month and never doing anything ever again because I can't afford it.
*sigh* I better be off to the bank. Hope I'm doing the right thing.
I can't tell, all I know is that I won't be terrified anymore about how I'm gonna pay off all these medical bills. Because fuck them, they don't work with you. I had an absolute meltdown on Wednesday during my lunch break and let me tell you how fun it is to go back into work all puffy/red eyed. Loads.
I have to believe that paying all this off and basically condensing it into 2 bills will be much more bearable than rearranging money every month and never doing anything ever again because I can't afford it.
*sigh* I better be off to the bank. Hope I'm doing the right thing.