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It figures, I haven't posted in so long because i've been so busy. And now the only reason I have time to do this is because i've been home sick for three days. Anyone that knows me knows that I don't stay home on the couch for nothing. I really think i'm dying. I've had a fever since friday morning, which has gotten as high as 101.3. And it keeps getting higher every morning. I'm hoping it goes down before I have to resort to paying out of pocket for a doctor to tell me I have the flu.
Probably most of the reason I'm so sick is because last week there was one night that I stayed up all night working on a quilt. Not my best decision, but it wouldn't have gotten done otherwise. I had already gotten an extension, and she said it HAD to be done by tuesday. So I went in with the quilt finished tuesday morning, after not sleeping at all, and she told me that there were still pieces that needed fixing, and she sent me home. So I stayed up all night for nothing. i didn't really make up for the sleep in the next few days either. I think my total for three days of like 13 hours of sleep, then I woke up friday morning feeling like death. Went to clean, and she sent me home before I could finish, and then went to the quilt shop. She quickly shooed me outside, and said she'd pay me and give me more projects next week, and that I needed to go to bed. So now I have no money for the quilt that probably got me sick in the first place, I owe vicki for paying me for a whole days' work that I didn't finish, and I'm thinking right now that i'm probably not gonna be able to go to work tomorrow, which is my 10 hour day. Sorry to bitch, I know most of this is my own doing.
I need to learn how to balance things, so that I know when I should stay up working on a project, and when my sleep is more important. I need to relax sometimes. I need to stop stressing out about stupid things. And maybe someday, hopefully not in the too distant future, I will find a job that pays me enough so i can work, and sleep. And maybe even go to the doctor when I am sick. That would be awesome.
Probably most of the reason I'm so sick is because last week there was one night that I stayed up all night working on a quilt. Not my best decision, but it wouldn't have gotten done otherwise. I had already gotten an extension, and she said it HAD to be done by tuesday. So I went in with the quilt finished tuesday morning, after not sleeping at all, and she told me that there were still pieces that needed fixing, and she sent me home. So I stayed up all night for nothing. i didn't really make up for the sleep in the next few days either. I think my total for three days of like 13 hours of sleep, then I woke up friday morning feeling like death. Went to clean, and she sent me home before I could finish, and then went to the quilt shop. She quickly shooed me outside, and said she'd pay me and give me more projects next week, and that I needed to go to bed. So now I have no money for the quilt that probably got me sick in the first place, I owe vicki for paying me for a whole days' work that I didn't finish, and I'm thinking right now that i'm probably not gonna be able to go to work tomorrow, which is my 10 hour day. Sorry to bitch, I know most of this is my own doing.
I need to learn how to balance things, so that I know when I should stay up working on a project, and when my sleep is more important. I need to relax sometimes. I need to stop stressing out about stupid things. And maybe someday, hopefully not in the too distant future, I will find a job that pays me enough so i can work, and sleep. And maybe even go to the doctor when I am sick. That would be awesome.