Mar 03, 2004 10:38
It is odd how your life can be in so many different places at once. I'm feeling very disgruntled over many things at the moment, but I also know I'm really happy, the happiest I've been in awhile because I've been able to spend so much time with Theresa. Yesterday we took a trip over to Brookline and it was such a lovely day, I didn't want it to end...the perfect weather, the perfect girlfriend, the perfect shopping experiences, what more could I ask for?!
I also feel very good because I feel like T and I have had a lot of bonding time with Rodgie lately. Yes, he has a hurt paw, but regardless he's been acting really good...we took him to Bloomsburg to play with the dogs she used to live with and I've never seen him so happy and he's been so great ever since. I'd really like to get him someone to play with, I can't wait until it gets warmer so we can take him to the park all the time to run...he runs like nothing I've ever seen...I can't wait for the summer with him :)
His running is sort of on pause for the moment however since the damaged pad in his paw seems to be creating a nasty little problem. Now I have to try to make him a vet appointment on top of everything else...because he just won't let Theresa and I get to it, and after getting scratched up last night I don't think either one of us is ready/willing to try again.
How is it March already? Soon it will be April and school will be over and I have so much work to do, everytime I think about it I can't breathe. I'm overwhelmed. How can I be so completely calm and overwhelmed at the same time? My life is a fine line of opposites.
Today Theresa Darling and I are supposed to trek off to Crate and Barrel to search for some solutions to my out of control closet and red wine glasses, you know, massive goblets for my Arbor Mist Blackberry Merlot obsession ;) Then I suppose we'll do some cleaning/organizing, get everything out of the car, put more in the car, grab our favorite doggie and go home. Again. I don't think I've ever done so much driving in such a short span of time. Originally we were going to come home on Friday again, but now that T isn't getting her car this week I guess I'll just come home alone on Sunday. I don't know. Everything is constantly changing every day so how the fuck should I know what is going to happen by Friday?
I don't want to go to court tomorrow. I hate everything.
But I'm not even going to think about that, or the work, or the mess, just my beautiful girl sleeping so beautifully next to me, and my cute little pet, curled up on the bottom of my bed, keeping my feet warm :)
Have a great day everyone.