Feb 26, 2008 15:42
I am seriously in a weird mood right now. Maybe it's all the green tea.
I'm trying to put myself on a diet again. We'll see how that goes. I actually want to fit into my Magestry costume in March, so I hope a month is long enough to do so. 165 is not looking good on me right now. Especially because it's 20 lbs over the normal limit for my height and age.....which is 145. I feel disgusting just thinking about it.
So....I went to Price Chopper last night and got all this green tea stuff, like from Mega-T. It has worked before, so I got a combination of things. Some pills, some drops to add to drinks, and gum. The pills have Hoodia in them, so we'll see how well this "african wonder plant" actually works.
Since going to the gym is basically out of the question with my school/work/homework schedule, I'm going to have to rely on sit-ups and running around while playing Airsoft. I used to be able to do between 50 and 75 sit-ups....well actually they're crunches. Last time I tried I could barely make it past 20. My exercise ball workout video got boring real fast...it's hard for me to do the same thing 3 times a week. I need variety. And I actually hated the gym because it felt like everyone was staring at me....and I don't like it when people watch me workout. And I'm not exactly looking for muscles anyway. Aaaand it's too cold right now to go jogging, not to mention dangerous considering where I live (right down the street from "plywood apartments" = BAD neighborhood), and of course nobody wants to go with me.
But I really need someone to motivate me, I just can't do it myself. Sean doesn't help because he says I look good no matter what I actually look like (no offense Dear....you're just too nice to me sometimes :P).
I have to go to work now...I'll probably write more later.
P.S. - I love Boba Fett.....I mean Sean.