Quick and probably incoherent update
Nearly total lack of mental spoons tonight, and not much higher on the physical side, so this will be a long, ramble-y and scattered post.
So, still exhausted/run down and not in the best of places health/mental health/jobs wise.
Felt awful on Sunday, much better Monday, not so hot Monday night* or Tuesday, and downright liken unto a tepid wet flannel tonight.
Meant/wanted to post yesterday about Yom HaShoah/Holocaust Remembrance Day yesterday, but also wanted to post about something bright and happy, and between the dissonance of those two and the generally very low levels of mental spoons lately, ended up just spending the evening finishing off season three of Eureka instead.
Eureka is awesome. Really looking forward to season 4.
The Housemate is also awesome, being home early sick, but still able to make lovely Chicken Salad for dinner. *noms*
Had Serious Chat with manager at work, things will be changing, one way or another. Could be good, could be bad, but at least it'll be change, so I'm gonna call this a win despite the grim parts. Need more hours, probably not going to get them at least in the short term, but right now I desperately need the recovery time so I just can't bring myself to care.
Wanted to post rant over weekend about mail out from federal conservative senator, purely and blatantly "they r all suck and we r all AWESOME!!!1!" pre-election propaganda, then compare it to another mail-out I got from another politician on Anzac Day that is pretty much made of Win!
Also wanted to do usual "Anyone want to join me at the annual Anzac Day Dawn service?" post, but no brainz for Bunny.
Adoring cold/grey/rainy weather. Monday so grey and rainy I didn't even take my sunglasses out of my bag at all, which for folks who know me RL is Notable Event. Rain, wind and clouds balm to my soul and outlook, so glad Winter is finally here. Sniffles also glad at arrival of officially declared Winter, as it means her heatpad comes out in evenings, much to her adoration. Poor kitty, her knee doesn't like the wet and cold at all, but heatpad is acceptable consolation.
Realisation: Mental fog like this make me loquacious/verbose. -_-
Gah, too tired to finish second helping of awesome Chicken Salad of awesomeness. Shall stagger off to bed before it becomes a crawl off to bed. Must remember: feed kitties and take evening dose of medication first.
G'night/Good day to all y'all, and *loves* for the lot of you.
Yes, even you. *points*
(*) Having to sleep propped up on triangular pillow due to efforts of Mukor the Slime God™ was Not Fun. Waking up sometime between 2 and 3 am with said pillow damp with sweat was even less so, but at least I was sufficiently tired to just collapse back to sleep after a quick visit to the toilet.
So, still exhausted/run down and not in the best of places health/mental health/jobs wise.
Felt awful on Sunday, much better Monday, not so hot Monday night* or Tuesday, and downright liken unto a tepid wet flannel tonight.
Meant/wanted to post yesterday about Yom HaShoah/Holocaust Remembrance Day yesterday, but also wanted to post about something bright and happy, and between the dissonance of those two and the generally very low levels of mental spoons lately, ended up just spending the evening finishing off season three of Eureka instead.
Eureka is awesome. Really looking forward to season 4.
The Housemate is also awesome, being home early sick, but still able to make lovely Chicken Salad for dinner. *noms*
Had Serious Chat with manager at work, things will be changing, one way or another. Could be good, could be bad, but at least it'll be change, so I'm gonna call this a win despite the grim parts. Need more hours, probably not going to get them at least in the short term, but right now I desperately need the recovery time so I just can't bring myself to care.
Wanted to post rant over weekend about mail out from federal conservative senator, purely and blatantly "they r all suck and we r all AWESOME!!!1!" pre-election propaganda, then compare it to another mail-out I got from another politician on Anzac Day that is pretty much made of Win!
Also wanted to do usual "Anyone want to join me at the annual Anzac Day Dawn service?" post, but no brainz for Bunny.
Adoring cold/grey/rainy weather. Monday so grey and rainy I didn't even take my sunglasses out of my bag at all, which for folks who know me RL is Notable Event. Rain, wind and clouds balm to my soul and outlook, so glad Winter is finally here. Sniffles also glad at arrival of officially declared Winter, as it means her heatpad comes out in evenings, much to her adoration. Poor kitty, her knee doesn't like the wet and cold at all, but heatpad is acceptable consolation.
Realisation: Mental fog like this make me loquacious/verbose. -_-
Gah, too tired to finish second helping of awesome Chicken Salad of awesomeness. Shall stagger off to bed before it becomes a crawl off to bed. Must remember: feed kitties and take evening dose of medication first.
G'night/Good day to all y'all, and *loves* for the lot of you.
Yes, even you. *points*
(*) Having to sleep propped up on triangular pillow due to efforts of Mukor the Slime God™ was Not Fun. Waking up sometime between 2 and 3 am with said pillow damp with sweat was even less so, but at least I was sufficiently tired to just collapse back to sleep after a quick visit to the toilet.