>love
well im going to tell my tale of last night... its gunna be a long one...
so first for the people who dont know me as well - i have a friend mike who ive known for a long time that lives down the street from aaron. and yesterday i called him up and said we should hang out since we hadnt in awhile and i really needed to get out of my house. so mike picks me up, we go to the store, and then i said i wanted to go to brandons house. brandon i havent known for that long, hes aaron's friend too, hes cool and i thought mayb hangin around him will help me feel a little better too. well this guy johnny was at brandon's house so me and mike picked them up, went to their friends' house realy quick and then went to mike's house so mike could try to call his g/f. so we are all about to get back into mike's car to go to the old market and i didnt see them, but i guess aaron and bryan drove by. they said aaron waved to them and that he didnt see me. so i tell mike to drive by aaron's on our way down to the old market and i didnt see bryan's van so i assumed they left again which really pissed me off. and brandon was tellin me how aaron had broken a promise to me a couple times and i was really pissed about that. so yea, u can probably guess i wasnt in the best of moods right then.
alright, well we get back from the old market and we all get out of mike's car and are about to go inside when aaron comes down the street. i didnt really know what i should do so i just stood there. the guys are sayin whatsup to aaron n shit but he wasnt sayin anything to them, he just comes up to me and gives me a huge hug. it was like a movie or something. he was apologizing and i was too. by then everyone else had gone inside and when they came out again aaron asked mike for a cigarette (aaron had quit by the way for almost 3 weeks) and mike gave him one but i took it away, then aaron pulled out another one and lit it so i got up and started walking away. he chased me down and we were just sitting on the corner almost in silence the whole time. it was freezing as hell out too. aaron said he tried to go to mikes after him n bryan drove by but we had already left and he said he saw us drive by but didnt stop so he was pissed.
but yea, eventually we went back to mikes and i said goodbye to them and then me and aaron went to his house. it was still really really wierd between us, like we were sittin on the floor not close or touching at all, with the tv on mute for the longest time. and the ride home was dead silent. but at the moment im on the phone with him and things are sounding better so i hope to god that they are. i love him more than anything else in this world and without him i honestly dont know what i would do.
well im off to go shower and eat and stuff. luv u all
>jess<
so first for the people who dont know me as well - i have a friend mike who ive known for a long time that lives down the street from aaron. and yesterday i called him up and said we should hang out since we hadnt in awhile and i really needed to get out of my house. so mike picks me up, we go to the store, and then i said i wanted to go to brandons house. brandon i havent known for that long, hes aaron's friend too, hes cool and i thought mayb hangin around him will help me feel a little better too. well this guy johnny was at brandon's house so me and mike picked them up, went to their friends' house realy quick and then went to mike's house so mike could try to call his g/f. so we are all about to get back into mike's car to go to the old market and i didnt see them, but i guess aaron and bryan drove by. they said aaron waved to them and that he didnt see me. so i tell mike to drive by aaron's on our way down to the old market and i didnt see bryan's van so i assumed they left again which really pissed me off. and brandon was tellin me how aaron had broken a promise to me a couple times and i was really pissed about that. so yea, u can probably guess i wasnt in the best of moods right then.
alright, well we get back from the old market and we all get out of mike's car and are about to go inside when aaron comes down the street. i didnt really know what i should do so i just stood there. the guys are sayin whatsup to aaron n shit but he wasnt sayin anything to them, he just comes up to me and gives me a huge hug. it was like a movie or something. he was apologizing and i was too. by then everyone else had gone inside and when they came out again aaron asked mike for a cigarette (aaron had quit by the way for almost 3 weeks) and mike gave him one but i took it away, then aaron pulled out another one and lit it so i got up and started walking away. he chased me down and we were just sitting on the corner almost in silence the whole time. it was freezing as hell out too. aaron said he tried to go to mikes after him n bryan drove by but we had already left and he said he saw us drive by but didnt stop so he was pissed.
but yea, eventually we went back to mikes and i said goodbye to them and then me and aaron went to his house. it was still really really wierd between us, like we were sittin on the floor not close or touching at all, with the tv on mute for the longest time. and the ride home was dead silent. but at the moment im on the phone with him and things are sounding better so i hope to god that they are. i love him more than anything else in this world and without him i honestly dont know what i would do.
well im off to go shower and eat and stuff. luv u all
>jess<