Oct 01, 2004 12:03
this fuckin day has sucked like
no other and its only noon. aaron was bein a jerk cuz his fuckin friend
bryan was over and so i just told him i had to go and hung up and of
course he cant call me back to apologize cuz bryan is there and so
after i talked to aj for a little bit i called him and no one fuckin
answered. and then i tried again but the same thing happened. i was
just going to tell him to call me after bryan left so we could talk. i
dont know what the fuck im supposed to do. i cant fuckin stop crying.
i know i shouldnt put up with
some of his shit but i cant help it. he is one of the only things that
matter to me anymore. i wish i could just leave this hell now.