Someone make me stop. Stop the screaming voices in my head that wrench me into sobs and make my body cry for something to ease away the burdens.

Instead of turning my boyfriend away from it, persuing intervention, I defy my own advisement by screaming to take part.

Yes, I used thesaurus.com to find the word in the title. I needed something better than The End of MCAS. Yeah, I'm cool ( Read more... )

This morning wasn't actually very good. I was uncomfortable and cold last night so I had trouble sleeping and felt yucky in the morning. I didn't want to wake up for my presents. That happened last year too. I see a lot of unhappy Christmas mornings in my future. Maybe it's due to my SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder). But then I got a little better ( Read more... )