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I just.. can't..
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Finale
We're almost at the end, my friends. Soon I won't get to be the selfish me
Someone else can take their turn
Doesn't really matter...anymore.
Guess it's time to see what's next.
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The Socialization of Porn
PornHub should be proud of their site. Dare I say it comparable to YouTube with it's flawless features and options? Now I can save all those clips that get me there in a matter of seconds. I have my watch later queue ready to go so I never have to worry about the search, and the recommended videos are the tits - literally.
My own playlist of porn ( Read more... ) -
I'm The Drunk Diarist
And usually naked.
But I digress...
Even through the inebriety I have to remember my surroundings.
We have a new security camera in the living room. It records movement in 12 second clips. It is supposed to catch danger, but the real danger is my wife watching me flip her off from the other room. There isn't anyway to explain that away. If I'm ( Read more... ) -
What difference the age makes. It's so sad to admit this, but honesty is important.
When I was young, for whatever reason, I hated my life. My predicament. My future. Myself.
And that period was amazing! Although I had weeks of feeling depressed and praying for death to take me over...it was total...freedom.
I could could take chances. I could risk my life. For fun. I embraced adventure. Easy when you have nothing to lose.
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Not Even Sorry
I've seen the man millions of times in my life, and I refuse to have the last time be while he's laying in that box.
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Inevitable
I know it's supposed to happen, the darker side of life.
Time is impatient.
And it will take it.
When its good and ready.
It comes full circle, it's right around the bend
even when you're not alone
You still die in the end.
Or at least that's how it seems, from a thousand miles away
I took too long, he was too far gone
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Freshly Corrupt
And just like that...
they were gone.
A glimpse through the windshield, couldn't make out the faces.
Then they were gone.
God that ache, it burns so deep.
This is my fault.
I am loved, and this is my fault.
I did this to them, I did this to me,
how could I be so selfish.
So now I'll just sit in silence in this darkness
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Okay, So Maybe
Okay, so maybe I indulged tonight ( Read more... ) -
just stop
Don't freak out, or call the authorities
I'm just talking, just saying, just sharing the things
but throwing them on paper,
instead of dreading those things
A way to cope, a way to be
A way to say what's more that real
The way I wrote, the way I see
to keep me safe from what is real