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I feel kinda disconnected in a way. Life going one way, thoughts another, family another, love life another and im in the middle. Which direction to choose, which to work on, which to cry over, which to forget about. How do people do it.
Havnt been sleeping in about a month (probably due to things ive had to accept lately due to my sexuality) and probably all this, all at once has just turned me lifeless. but its not like im like this all the time, dont get me wrong there times in my wierd world that I cherish the most important being my brother and sisters I cant forget about Patrick. Yea cheesy but as i told him, hes been my rock, my constant lately and he keeps me sane, puts me right but most of all cares im not undermining anyone here by the way but really just a way for me to say thanks,
work has been having its ups and downs. with me questioning my place in its heirachy between supervisors, relief supervisors and promises made to me.
The Reviw thing is still cheerign me up. but parents (mum) is geting me down and then patrick is there to pick me right up again.
i duno. time away from things wilol help.
cant wait till the 21st
xx
Havnt been sleeping in about a month (probably due to things ive had to accept lately due to my sexuality) and probably all this, all at once has just turned me lifeless. but its not like im like this all the time, dont get me wrong there times in my wierd world that I cherish the most important being my brother and sisters I cant forget about Patrick. Yea cheesy but as i told him, hes been my rock, my constant lately and he keeps me sane, puts me right but most of all cares im not undermining anyone here by the way but really just a way for me to say thanks,
work has been having its ups and downs. with me questioning my place in its heirachy between supervisors, relief supervisors and promises made to me.
The Reviw thing is still cheerign me up. but parents (mum) is geting me down and then patrick is there to pick me right up again.
i duno. time away from things wilol help.
cant wait till the 21st
xx