Feb 16, 2006 19:20
today & yesterday were seriously like the worst days ever. i fucking hate my dad. hes being such a physco lately. i cant take it. i dont remember what happened but we got in a fight & he grabbed me by my hair & got in my face & scream fuck you you fucking bitch, like awesome thing to say to your daughter you fucking asshole. me & my mom want to get him help. he has the worse mood swings. i cant take him him anymore. & the other day my brother said that mom & dad arent going to be together for much longer. ok seriously if my parents get a divorce i will probably kill myself. he just said himself, that hes getting on a plane and leaving soon. like fucking great thing to tell me & my brother.
then my mom thinks im on drugs. she asked me today & i laughed. she said cause i have really bad mood swings & and im always sleeping. well why the fuck do you think i have mood swings? cause of this fucking family. why do you think im always sleeping? cause i rather be asleep then hear all the shit thats going on. im sick of it. i cant take anything anymore. seriously nothing is good in my life. school, friends, family, boys... i have nothing.