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you cant fucking leave. this is supposed to our summer, our time to shine. since 5th grade this is what weve been waiting for.. both of us having our licenses for the first summer. going to the beach everyday & doing whatever the fuck we want. you cant leave. i keep trying to just forget about it, and saying its not gunna happen. but i know it is. everytime i think about it my eyes just water up. and i know we dont even hang out that much anymore and now i regret that cause our time is limited. and it kills me knowing that you dont really care about leaving, or thats the way it seems. but i love you so much and you are my best friend. weve been through so much. you jsut cant leave. not yet. we still have so much more memories to make. what about formal and prom.. and seaside & wildwood.. graduation and parties, turning 18 so i can finally get tattoos without having to hide them from my parents..and boyfriends and double dates.. seeking out and blasting our music in the car and just singing.. you cant fucking leave.. not yet. pleaseeee.