Even if I had...? ["Killed you," is what she wants to say. A part of her even regrets blurting it out like that. She's surprised -- maybe even a little relieved, despite not even knowing who Saleh was. But does she really deserve this?]
[But what does she even say? She wants to say something, anything, but she's afraid. What if she says the wrong thing? Will they think any worse of her?]
[Voice | Filtered]crisis_rainJuly 11 2011, 21:34:03 UTC
I don't really approve of you killin' Flynn like that, not to mention attacking us.
[Not that she actually hit Raven.]
But- I know how difficult it is to face up to what you've done. So, I don't hate ya for what happened. Do ya think you'd be willin' to explain it to me? I've got a filter up.
[Then there really was more to it than what was on the surface. That's somewhat of a relief for Flynn, because that means that Noel wasn't some psychotic murderer deep down. However, he still died to her hands, so it's not like talking to her and just forgiving her comes so easily. It's not that he holds resentment towards her. It's more like that it's awkward as hell to speak to her, especially about the death in question.
Flynn starts up a voice feed, sighing a bit. He's trying to gather the right words to say. It's was really brave of her to come out and say these things, especially after what happened. It makes it easier to talk to her about it, at least. But only slightly easier. He still died after all.]
[Hearing Flynn's voice comes as a relief. As horrible as it sounds, moreso than most others. Was it because he was a good friend, or because of hidden, lingering feelings from deep within because of one of the previous experiments?
Who knew.
And yet, she's also terrified. There is no way-- absolutely no way things could be the same after this between the two of them. Why would Flynn even want to talk to her after this? She killed him.]
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That was you? I see...
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She definitely remembers you, Saleh. How could she not? Noel hesitates at first, but she does manage to say at least something.]
Y-Yes. It was... [...even if that something was awfully short.]
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Actually, she's kind of ashamed about this. She should have just been straightforward with Kurt back there.]
I'm sorry, Kurt. I should have told you back there, but... I was scared.
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Why did it happen?
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Why I turned into that... person?
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Noel's a little taken aback by the comment. She's not sure what to say to that, but...]
R... Really? It was?
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You don't think it was?
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Raven hates it when he's right.]
I'll give ya credit, takes a lot of guts to admit somethin' like that.
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It does, doesn't it?] Mr. Raven... I--
[But what does she even say? She wants to say something, anything, but she's afraid. What if she says the wrong thing? Will they think any worse of her?]
... I can't just... keep hiding.
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[Not that she actually hit Raven.]
But- I know how difficult it is to face up to what you've done. So, I don't hate ya for what happened. Do ya think you'd be willin' to explain it to me? I've got a filter up.
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She'll just... comply with Raven. That is what she consented to in her entry.]
...of course. Is there... anything specific you'd like to know, or...?
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Flynn starts up a voice feed, sighing a bit. He's trying to gather the right words to say. It's was really brave of her to come out and say these things, especially after what happened. It makes it easier to talk to her about it, at least. But only slightly easier. He still died after all.]
Noel...
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Who knew.
And yet, she's also terrified. There is no way-- absolutely no way things could be the same after this between the two of them. Why would Flynn even want to talk to her after this? She killed him.]
... Flynn.
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Then it was the Malnosso's experimentation. [He repeats what she said, not so much a question as much as he's reassuring himself of the fact.]
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That's right. If I hadn't been taken away... none of this would have happened.
[Another pause.]
...but I don't feel right completely putting the blame on them.
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