Dec 27, 2004 21:15
Why is it that every entry completely contradicts the entry before it? Lol in my last entry I was talking about how Jonathan and I got back together and how everything was so great but that quickly ended and I am very happy. When he broke up with me it ruined sooooo many things neither of us saw. I have changed sooo much since then and that makes me and Jonathan MUCH better as friends. I am so tired of always being his little puppy dog having to do what he wants all the time and it never being good enough. He still tries to yell at me and blame all of his mistakes on me but Im just not taking it anymore. So yeah we obviously broke up and Im not at all sad. It feels soooo good.
Im not really sure whats going on now with the guy I like... i want things to go one way but he wants them to go another. But im in no hurry to rush things cause im not even ready for another... ah nevermind, im rambling.
Well Ray keeps telling me we will hang out over break and all this but he always says stuff like that. My break will be my usual Sunny Mike and Anthony. But thats always good cause those 3 are the BEST people in the whole wide world.
I went to the mall today and bought a pair of cute converse's (not the old school kind) for 29.99. I was very very happy. But then I went to Finish Line and bought a pair of Nikes for 112 dollars. But I dont care they are cute as hell. And I used a lot of gift cards so i still have 72 dollars left (from 200 lol). But yeah that was fun. I just dont know what to do now with my money. Maybe buy some more shoes lol.
So I got my car for Christmas. Yay! Im so happy. Its not like I can drive it yet but april isnt too far away and its just nice to know its there waiting for me. And now instead of buying gas and stuff I can but stuff for it. I want a theme for the inside but I dont know what. Ill think of something soon. Im just good like that.
My mom and I went to the Varsity Gym this morning. It was fun but I was about to kill the little trainer guy. He told me to keep my head up on this one thing but I couldnt put my head any further up or else I would break my neck. He did a lot of stuff like that (and I really dont like being told what to do) and it was just getting really really annoying. We are going to go back tomorrow morning but we dont need our trainer thank god.
Well when I had a lot of stuff to talk about before I actually started writing but now everything's gone so I dont know. Maybe ill update again tonight when and IF I remember. buh byes