I love life soo much :-D
Okay so I haven't updated in a really really long time. Friendships are diminishing and realtionships are blooming.
Ray Ray has this new Girlfriend named Kristen. They are really happy together and thats great. But now everytime I see him he is with her and everytime she sees me she runs off because "she is afraid she is budging into things" so of course Ray goes off with her and that leaves me alone. I never ever get to talk to him or see him in school or anything because she is always there. I cant talk to him on the phone or online or anything because he is always talking to Kristen. That really hurts me though because Ray is really the only one I can talk to about things. Well everything really. Im am really really glad they are so happy together but I wish Ray still treasured our friendship like he did. He is basically just throwing it away you know?
Anyways I had this "thing" with my ex boyfriend Mike. We dated just before I dated Jonathan. Jonathan and I really started hitting it off while me and Mike were going out. I ended up dating Jonathan and Mike at the same time and he got wind of it and we didnt talk for a long time untill about a month ago. Me and Mike started to hang out a lot and I started to really really really like him again. He is sooooooo hott. Anyways yeah... umm... lost my train of thought... hold on... I GOT IT! Okay so we were hanging out a lot and hit it off but then things got hectic in out lives and we didnt talk to much anymore (like every other day lol) and Jonathan came back into my life. We hung out for a couple of days and we always had SUCH a BLAST when we hung out so lik 3 days later he wrote me this 4 page note telling me how much he misses me and loves me and wants to hang out more so we do and everything is soooo great. We are always NON-STOP laughing and flirting and stuff. A couple days later he asked me out and of course I said yes. I love him so much. I missed him soooo much. I am sooo happy now but I am also still curious about what could have happened between me and Mike. I havent told him yet. I know this is mean but I dont really want to because of what I did to him before. He will think I just led him on and I dont want him to think that. He is am AWESOME friend (and soooo hott)and I think I will always have this "thing" for him. Right now just isnt the time to fufill that... whatever it is lol.
I love Jonathan. He is sooooo great. Everything is perfect right now. Not one little flaw. I am so happy to be with him again. Depression was quickly consuming me before... but I dont feel any of that now. He makes me feel like... well this is going to sound really really really korney but yeah... he makes me feel like a princess. Like I am his world. He is my world and I always wanted soooo badly to be his. Now I am and everything is sooooo perfect.
My grades in school are slowly diminishing. I just have been getting really really lazy and careless but not I am bound determined to get straight A's on my next report card.
Well yeah everything is great and yeah thats my life. Hehe I hope I have TOTALLY bored you... lol buh byes
Ray Ray has this new Girlfriend named Kristen. They are really happy together and thats great. But now everytime I see him he is with her and everytime she sees me she runs off because "she is afraid she is budging into things" so of course Ray goes off with her and that leaves me alone. I never ever get to talk to him or see him in school or anything because she is always there. I cant talk to him on the phone or online or anything because he is always talking to Kristen. That really hurts me though because Ray is really the only one I can talk to about things. Well everything really. Im am really really glad they are so happy together but I wish Ray still treasured our friendship like he did. He is basically just throwing it away you know?
Anyways I had this "thing" with my ex boyfriend Mike. We dated just before I dated Jonathan. Jonathan and I really started hitting it off while me and Mike were going out. I ended up dating Jonathan and Mike at the same time and he got wind of it and we didnt talk for a long time untill about a month ago. Me and Mike started to hang out a lot and I started to really really really like him again. He is sooooooo hott. Anyways yeah... umm... lost my train of thought... hold on... I GOT IT! Okay so we were hanging out a lot and hit it off but then things got hectic in out lives and we didnt talk to much anymore (like every other day lol) and Jonathan came back into my life. We hung out for a couple of days and we always had SUCH a BLAST when we hung out so lik 3 days later he wrote me this 4 page note telling me how much he misses me and loves me and wants to hang out more so we do and everything is soooo great. We are always NON-STOP laughing and flirting and stuff. A couple days later he asked me out and of course I said yes. I love him so much. I missed him soooo much. I am sooo happy now but I am also still curious about what could have happened between me and Mike. I havent told him yet. I know this is mean but I dont really want to because of what I did to him before. He will think I just led him on and I dont want him to think that. He is am AWESOME friend (and soooo hott)and I think I will always have this "thing" for him. Right now just isnt the time to fufill that... whatever it is lol.
I love Jonathan. He is sooooo great. Everything is perfect right now. Not one little flaw. I am so happy to be with him again. Depression was quickly consuming me before... but I dont feel any of that now. He makes me feel like... well this is going to sound really really really korney but yeah... he makes me feel like a princess. Like I am his world. He is my world and I always wanted soooo badly to be his. Now I am and everything is sooooo perfect.
My grades in school are slowly diminishing. I just have been getting really really lazy and careless but not I am bound determined to get straight A's on my next report card.
Well yeah everything is great and yeah thats my life. Hehe I hope I have TOTALLY bored you... lol buh byes