wanted to be in a slightly better mood when I answered your last questions.
I am not sure how much of the negative judgment is mine (I don't feel like I am doing very well at being a mom, an employee, a friend, a wife etc etc...). Of course, there is always Becky - I have, shall we say, different parenting styles and though she doesn't say much she can be pretty obvious. She has had major issues with co-sleeping and said so though. Tootie just shakes her head at me. I also hate the way some people look at me when I give D a bottle - they have no clue what I have been though (I love upsetting people by breastfeeding though - always makes me feel good).
Going back to work has been hard, we have already had one job loss, and I feel like some people would have rather I be the one to go. I talk too much. I enjoy work too much. I get myself involved in too many things etc etc..
Having a baby is hard on a marriage. I am not really ready to go there.
I cut myself off when I am depressed so I don't reach out to my friends and I am not there for them etc etc...
I am not sure how much of the negative judgment is mine (I don't feel like I am doing very well at being a mom, an employee, a friend, a wife etc etc...). Of course, there is always Becky - I have, shall we say, different parenting styles and though she doesn't say much she can be pretty obvious. She has had major issues with co-sleeping and said so though. Tootie just shakes her head at me. I also hate the way some people look at me when I give D a bottle - they have no clue what I have been though (I love upsetting people by breastfeeding though - always makes me feel good).
Going back to work has been hard, we have already had one job loss, and I feel like some people would have rather I be the one to go. I talk too much. I enjoy work too much. I get myself involved in too many things etc etc..
Having a baby is hard on a marriage. I am not really ready to go there.
I cut myself off when I am depressed so I don't reach out to my friends and I am not there for them etc etc...
so as much about me as about anyone else.
now you know!
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