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Life's a bitch until you forget it, and something comes up just for you, just to remind you of that fact. You may be walking down the street one day, twiddling your thumbs, or whatever it is people twiddle these days what with the mobile phones and backstreet boys and all, and be thinking to yourself in spite, "Wow, I really feel good today."..............
........................... that's when the tree that was alone in the forest falls and the shockwave knocks you off your feet just to the right angle that your head hitting the pavement knocks you into a permanent disorder of headaches, dizziness, and internal bleeding, but doesn't kill you. After all, there is such a thing as a fate worse than death.
Anyway, I'm not exactly in a good mood. See, this year I was hoping would be kind of the best and the worst time of my life. Well, let's put it this way--I thought it would be THE BEST, and in fact it twas ‘THE WORD.’
(Note to self: Look up twas to see if it is actually still used as a word.)
Funny thing, things don’t actually go your way. When it rains it surely does pour…. No I am not in a mood to make a joke here. Yea, not when you are robbed of $4972.10. Now that’s not any random number I’m using like I would often do in my random entries. I have really been robbed of $4972.10 and I mean... literally robbed.
Some fucker out there got access to my bank a/c and used it to transfer that very amount to some a/c in Metway. I looked up Metway on the net and it’s a national finance, insurance, and banking corporation. More than that, that fuck face used my name as the 'remitter name,' that’s why the bank have there doubts. I wonder where he would have gotten my name from.
I am shattered. Bank told they’d investigate the matter and I have to fill in a STAT DEC saying I did not authorize that transaction. And I was like… “Why the hell I’d give some firkin nutcase 5 grand… I don’t do drugs.” Anyways, I faxed all the paperwork to prove that I had not certified that transaction. They said “We’ll look into it and refund back that amount once established it was actually an Internet fraud.” I am like “Oh… well… It’s… I guess… I don’t know… What… to… do….” What could I say?
I feel kind of, well, numb about it. You'd think I'd be in tears or something, lying on the floor, clutching an i-pod -- which I’m sorry, I refuse to buy any new ones(it's a government conspiracy people. I mean, wireless internet?!?! Did anyone see Enemy of the State? Sheesh.) -- clutching it and looping really depressing songs by obscure bands you'd probably have to be drunk to like, but well, let's face it, you probably are likely drunk anyway, so it works out.
Still, I have to wonder…. I mean, I get up, I go out, I come back, I get back down, and the cycle repeats itself…. I log on to net banking and BAM… I am shaken. I'm not a pessimist, really…. But seriously, things like this… what’s a man supposed to do. Look around people. Look at this world… It’s not safe. Bets are being taken. I've got 3 to 1 odds that people will make robots to destory eachother before nature the global warming shit really does something to the Earth. Although I hear that God guy is getting pretty pissed off, you know….
So, what do I do from here?