Jan 26, 2009 17:54
So I saw my doctor today for my annual. Everything checked out fine & I got the ok to "go forth and multiply" as he puts it! Not that I am quite ready to dip my toe into that pool of water, but it is good to know that I am doing everything I could be doing & as far as he can tell, we are ready freddy. Now tell my little head that! Part of me wishes for a "whoops! We are pregnant"...and then our decision would just be made for us. It is so hard when you have to decide to step from behind the safety wall of birth control and actually have no protection whatsoever. I don't have a timeline...but I do know that I want kids sooner rather than later...and this isn't really a dipping my toe into the cold water and taking it back out kind of thing...it is a jump head first into the cold water cause there's no turning back kind of deal. The first time could be the only time we need...no toe dipping there! So that thought kind of intimidates me...but I know that we have to take the plunge sooner or later...and I don't want to be 60 when my kid is graduating high school...right now, I might be about 50 when he/she does...since I am going on 32 in March...when I graduated from high school, 50 was old! But now a-days, it isn't so old anymore! Maybe cause I am over halfway there?!?! Anyways...it is just good to know that when we are ready, apparently my body as far as we can tell is too. :)