And so it ends
Well, the person I've been upset with has taken me off her top 8 friends on my space, unsubscribed from my blog there, and will not answer any emails from me. Not sure if she found this blog somehow, or if I didn't really make all the blogs private that I thought I did on my space. However I do know I mentioned to one of the girls I talked about last time that I had a live journal so it is entirely possible one of them looked me up here and found me. My name is the same on here as on my space. So I guess I know who true/real friends are and who aren't. One of the emails I sent the person I tried to explain to them why I was upset right now, and I even admitted part of the problem was my own emotional issues and not just because of what they'd done, and that I'd like to talk and see about working on our friendship. She chose not to email back. Thereby telling me exactly what I should have known. I liked all these people, and it didn't even bother me that she now had her two young girls who were becoming her best friends and that I never got invited to do anything with them anymore it seemed.
But no matter, I'm done with all that drama. Still not sure if I'm going to go to the concert or not. The woman wouldn't answer my email about it, instead telling the guy who is in the band he could tell me that I could go. Which that in itself irritates me, her giving me "permission" to go. I personally do not care to spend time in uncomfortable social situations if at all possible, and unless there is a really large group of people I know there, I don't know that I'll have any fun or not be really uncomfortable. So we'll see, I'm still deciding, and it will also depend if I have anyone to ride there with. I'm not sure of the exact location of this venue, and I'm not great with driving around areas I don't know. So, that may be a factor that takes me out of going as well. Not to mention that next week I work Monday and Tuesday at the bookstore, Wednesday at the library, and the concert would be Thursday night. I did take Friday off so I could stay up late the night of the concert to hang out with everyone, but it may be nice to have a good night's sleep to help me get things done on Friday that I need to get done. I had taken off that Saturday to do the road trip thing, but now that is off, so I went ahead and said I would go ahead and work that day. So I'll try to get Sydney to the vets on that Friday, get myself to either my doctor or someone to talk to like a psychiatrist/psychologist, and maybe go test drive some cars if I have time!
I'm excited for Friday, think instead of movies this week I'll go to the First Friday thing that happens downtown the first Friday of each month with my sister. Only thing is it's hard to go and eat good food since I'll have to go weigh in early Saturday morning and with the cookout at my dad's Monday I am a little behind on flex points for the week.
My graduate classes are kicking my ass. I have two, may be 3 papers, one due the 9th, the other two the 11th. And I hate papers. Of course one now looks more like a lesson plan, so I just need some clarification from my professor on that one, then I really have to start reading the articles for the other one/two. That will be my Saturday at the library, although I have some grading to do as well.
But no matter, I'm done with all that drama. Still not sure if I'm going to go to the concert or not. The woman wouldn't answer my email about it, instead telling the guy who is in the band he could tell me that I could go. Which that in itself irritates me, her giving me "permission" to go. I personally do not care to spend time in uncomfortable social situations if at all possible, and unless there is a really large group of people I know there, I don't know that I'll have any fun or not be really uncomfortable. So we'll see, I'm still deciding, and it will also depend if I have anyone to ride there with. I'm not sure of the exact location of this venue, and I'm not great with driving around areas I don't know. So, that may be a factor that takes me out of going as well. Not to mention that next week I work Monday and Tuesday at the bookstore, Wednesday at the library, and the concert would be Thursday night. I did take Friday off so I could stay up late the night of the concert to hang out with everyone, but it may be nice to have a good night's sleep to help me get things done on Friday that I need to get done. I had taken off that Saturday to do the road trip thing, but now that is off, so I went ahead and said I would go ahead and work that day. So I'll try to get Sydney to the vets on that Friday, get myself to either my doctor or someone to talk to like a psychiatrist/psychologist, and maybe go test drive some cars if I have time!
I'm excited for Friday, think instead of movies this week I'll go to the First Friday thing that happens downtown the first Friday of each month with my sister. Only thing is it's hard to go and eat good food since I'll have to go weigh in early Saturday morning and with the cookout at my dad's Monday I am a little behind on flex points for the week.
My graduate classes are kicking my ass. I have two, may be 3 papers, one due the 9th, the other two the 11th. And I hate papers. Of course one now looks more like a lesson plan, so I just need some clarification from my professor on that one, then I really have to start reading the articles for the other one/two. That will be my Saturday at the library, although I have some grading to do as well.