my body is a temple....not a parade float...
theese word problems for pre-cal...who knew 13 went into 91 7 times??? WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN???NO ONE ALERTED THE MEDIA?
anyways I am being a fatty b/c i ate some bits and pieces of "turtle toll house cookies"...BEFORE BED! who am i kidding i can't go to bed!I have to finish this unit of math problems...then another unit...then clean my rabbit cage...and i am wastin all this time writing in this!Either way I've been motivating myself reading "muscle
and fitness" trying to get some new arm work-outs and this is what it leads me to!!
i can't help wasting this time i need a break..and i can sleep till 8 tommorrow if i get it all done.John Fleshman started a boxing club and wont let girls in.Meanie!!Actually i didn't want to box them anyways..but I am being arrogant again.I wanna yell 'WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT BOXING?"...."THATS RIGHT...NOTHING...go blow on a trumpet or somthing...I'll knock you all out".I know thats awful.They don't train or work out or anything they probably just throw abunch of incorrect blows to the head...(which used to be a pet peeve)...but what do i know.Theyre only doing it for fun anyways...ok i'll stop now and hold my tounge some more...but let me tell ya its hard.Not b/c i think theyre sexist or anything...just because they are calling rough housing around a sport.not just any sport."boxing".they are taking somthing so precise and serious and turning into somthing like cock fighting...okay Dee..seriously...enough.
I've had alot of fun lately.Joey and I are preparing for a 1 year anniversary.Weve been playin volleyball and basketball and he took me out to eat and to the movies monday(Bridge to Terebithia is a great movie) b/c he was out of school<3Hes a really phenominal guy.Generous as I'll get out and as sweet as a girl can hope for...not to mention funny...attractive...and best of all..has the same religious beliefs .I can hardly be friends with someone who believes differently.Call me closed minded...but it's the most important thing in the WORLD.If there is anything that can terminate a relationship of any kind that should have all the weight in the world.
I got another offer to be in figure or a local bodybuilding competition.The guy went on and on about my triceps and then my body as a whole.He complemented my pull-ups and dips.I explained to him that i was raised against the vanity and immodesty that comes along with competing.He told me i HAD to have a little bit of vanity to come in and do what I so,and said my parents would not be ashamed but they would be proud b/c i would do so well.oh and best of all "your stomach is so flat its rediculous".One guy told me i need to be a sports bra model.I told him the same thing about modesty..he said.."well somebody's got to do it!" which i thought was humorous.Then he said that sports bra's cover up more than bikinis in alot of ways so that made it right.Isn't it ironic that i tell theese people about how I try to be modest yet i so immodestly blast those teenage boys for rough-housing around and calling it a sport?( what i mean by immodest..acting as if i know so much more than them)I guess i have a right to say my opinoin right??(even though i am not well imformed on the matter)Especially on somthing no one even reads right?right.
Either way..i am afraid competing isn't in my future.My morals are most important to me.More important than the fame of a sports-bra model or a pro bodybuilder.
Girls bodies are so beautiful...why on earth would i take somthing so sacred,so amazingly made and parade it to abunch of people who would only see it as a sex icon.A shell with out the beautiful soul God gave me living inside.Don't get me wrong I'm not saying i think i'm all that and a slice of cake...I'm just saying when people ask me to parade myself in a thong with oil smeared all over my body...thats what comes to mind.
I have had a sort of burning problem with my stomach.Before and after i eat.It happens when i am hungry and doesn't go away afterward.Who knows.
I better get back to this word problem about rocket before i loose motivation and go to bed.I have a looong day tomorrow...and i'll still never know what i wanna be when i grow up.oh well.I know the Lord will find a way for me...
<>Dee<>
anyways I am being a fatty b/c i ate some bits and pieces of "turtle toll house cookies"...BEFORE BED! who am i kidding i can't go to bed!I have to finish this unit of math problems...then another unit...then clean my rabbit cage...and i am wastin all this time writing in this!Either way I've been motivating myself reading "muscle
and fitness" trying to get some new arm work-outs and this is what it leads me to!!
i can't help wasting this time i need a break..and i can sleep till 8 tommorrow if i get it all done.John Fleshman started a boxing club and wont let girls in.Meanie!!Actually i didn't want to box them anyways..but I am being arrogant again.I wanna yell 'WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT BOXING?"...."THATS RIGHT...NOTHING...go blow on a trumpet or somthing...I'll knock you all out".I know thats awful.They don't train or work out or anything they probably just throw abunch of incorrect blows to the head...(which used to be a pet peeve)...but what do i know.Theyre only doing it for fun anyways...ok i'll stop now and hold my tounge some more...but let me tell ya its hard.Not b/c i think theyre sexist or anything...just because they are calling rough housing around a sport.not just any sport."boxing".they are taking somthing so precise and serious and turning into somthing like cock fighting...okay Dee..seriously...enough.
I've had alot of fun lately.Joey and I are preparing for a 1 year anniversary.Weve been playin volleyball and basketball and he took me out to eat and to the movies monday(Bridge to Terebithia is a great movie) b/c he was out of school<3Hes a really phenominal guy.Generous as I'll get out and as sweet as a girl can hope for...not to mention funny...attractive...and best of all..has the same religious beliefs .I can hardly be friends with someone who believes differently.Call me closed minded...but it's the most important thing in the WORLD.If there is anything that can terminate a relationship of any kind that should have all the weight in the world.
I got another offer to be in figure or a local bodybuilding competition.The guy went on and on about my triceps and then my body as a whole.He complemented my pull-ups and dips.I explained to him that i was raised against the vanity and immodesty that comes along with competing.He told me i HAD to have a little bit of vanity to come in and do what I so,and said my parents would not be ashamed but they would be proud b/c i would do so well.oh and best of all "your stomach is so flat its rediculous".One guy told me i need to be a sports bra model.I told him the same thing about modesty..he said.."well somebody's got to do it!" which i thought was humorous.Then he said that sports bra's cover up more than bikinis in alot of ways so that made it right.Isn't it ironic that i tell theese people about how I try to be modest yet i so immodestly blast those teenage boys for rough-housing around and calling it a sport?( what i mean by immodest..acting as if i know so much more than them)I guess i have a right to say my opinoin right??(even though i am not well imformed on the matter)Especially on somthing no one even reads right?right.
Either way..i am afraid competing isn't in my future.My morals are most important to me.More important than the fame of a sports-bra model or a pro bodybuilder.
Girls bodies are so beautiful...why on earth would i take somthing so sacred,so amazingly made and parade it to abunch of people who would only see it as a sex icon.A shell with out the beautiful soul God gave me living inside.Don't get me wrong I'm not saying i think i'm all that and a slice of cake...I'm just saying when people ask me to parade myself in a thong with oil smeared all over my body...thats what comes to mind.
I have had a sort of burning problem with my stomach.Before and after i eat.It happens when i am hungry and doesn't go away afterward.Who knows.
I better get back to this word problem about rocket before i loose motivation and go to bed.I have a looong day tomorrow...and i'll still never know what i wanna be when i grow up.oh well.I know the Lord will find a way for me...
<>Dee<>