Feb 05, 2007 16:22
well things have been all peachy king....but I am in a bad mood today...so....I'll just let it out (since its nothing important)
Its mostly this paper.If anyone knows how the ideas of Neoclassism are expressed through the Declaration of Independence or The French Rights of Man...drop me a line.I waited to late to start on this paper which is very out of charator for me.I also have to read Voltiare's Candide...which though it could be worse and I don't totally hate it..I don't really like books with lots of sex and jokes about sodonomy.Those are both sins to me..not the basis of a comedy routine.I know thats not the point of the book...(the point it to poke fun of Pope's idea of "the great chain")...but its still there...and i don't really think its that funny.Call me prudish.
Problemo numero dos...I can't eat.UGH UGH UGH. My stomach always feels so full...and mom is frying chicken and the smell just...ew.I thought it was due to constipation but i went today...so...thats not it.I've eaten like nothing today too...I'm sure there are people out there who'd love to be able not to eat..and I was thinking of going on a diet so i guess that helps(if anyone gets mad at me b/c they think I am complaining about my weight in this blog..I'm not..I am simply on a diet b/c I have been eating alot of junk lately and i want to get back to good habbits.)
Yeah so other than those couple of thorns in my flesh (I realize they are very small problems..I don't mean to whine or anything..just relatin my day..it what el jays are for...duh)everything has been great.School is going fine though it doesn't matter much in most of my classes till tests.(yeesh)Volleyball is going fine...its fun but i still find myself getting frustarted with my team which is bad.I have the smae problem with soccer...I blame specific people..when it's unfair.I mean its not there fault we spend who knows how long explaining digs and then they try to hit the ball WITH THERE PALM AND THERE IS NO REASON OT THINK YOU WOUDL DO THAT.okay..but this is the unfair part...b/c its really easy to get flustered and just try ANYTHING to hit the ball and i need to be patient b/c I am sure i mess up to and I have probably done it before.ANYWAYS...I just need to tell myself that..(thank-you) Its not like I know anything abut volleyball anyways...honest.Its not soccer or weightlifting.
I did aerobics for the first time the other day and i really liked it.(for a class) I got compliments too..someone told me i had excellent form and they were sure I had already done it.(i was proud to say i used to kickbox but not for long..and i have had little experience with aerobics) They were impressed.People never notice me until somthing like that...and i like to be noticed.(for good stuff i mean)Anyways...the career I was considering I squashed for a reason thats extremely irrational but hidden in a rational reason..if you know what I mean.(another words i don't want to admit why i REALLY changed my mind)...but being in the class just backs up the fact that i need to be personal training or kickboxing or aerobics or SOMTHING.who knows.I'm just sick of people pushing me for things acting like I already am somthign or not.
Anyways this weekend was fun and i am looking forward to this coming one too.Were gunna go see "The Messengers":-) which i have been excited about all day!!! I may get in some soccer too...which would probably be the best thing possible.
That fried chicken is ready.**sigh**
I DONN'T WANT TO EAT.
but i have to b/c i have a very tough work out tonight with none other than Mr.Aaron...(those are the toughest)
alright...i'm done wasting my time.
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