"Just crush me already! I know you're just biding your time!"-Jessie Bailey
well lesseee whats been up lately.not much really.
I bought a new machnaical pencil today and you DON'T KNOW what that can do to a girl.sooo pumped!I wanna write something with it so bad and i have no idea what to write!BAH!
Ok-well lets see...I can't remeber the last time i typed in this so i'll just start with Friday.
It was a good enough day.I was down the previous day b/c of a series of events that i don't feel like typing b/c i have other AIM convos going on AND I'm on myspace AND I'm eating cold Japaneese food and drinking water and diet peach tea snapple...WOOT! (now THATS multi-tasking)
well anyways...I had tons of plans for Friday.Shane(cute kid i met) asked me to do somthing.TJ wanted me to go to his game and mytra and I were gunna hang out..BUT I went to a church "gospel meeting" my dad was preaching at.so i cancled all my plans for the sake of learning somthing and eating out with some of the youth from church...which was cool but i ate TOO MUCH.ALOT.SOMEONE made a huge deal out of following me to the bathroom too.how embarrising.and mean.I'm nt beleimic and its not funny anymore.not when pepole take things too seriously.
anyways later some of the youth came back to my house (late that night at like..11ish) and we double dutched (well..i did b/c i was the only one who seemed to be any good) and then we walked to the playground.I was cocky,annoying,and a know it all the whole time (like usual) and i'm pretty sure they all hated me..so i took to going on a midnight jog with just me and Nadine (my puppy) It was totally amazing.I love running so much...especially at night.alone.AND IT WAS SOO CLEAR and BEAUTIFUL.stars are the best.anyways-Nadine kept up with me the whole way..which really meant something to me.most dogs can't b/c they get distracted or tired...but she was there..the whole time...right beside me.it was great.I dont know what was best.the running,the weather, or the fact that i was alone.
Then at like 12:30 i started talking to Joey on the phone and we set up our first date!..(and probably our last....though i hope not.lol) anyways...i don't think he likes me...but it was still fun.he says things like he really does like me...but as we all know..i have major trust issues and my brain is in denial.
Anyways Joey = "upstanding young gentleman"...at least i hope he is what most pepole WITH OUT trust issues would see him as.but me..we all know I'm different in more ways than one...and when pepole are nice..i tend to see it as manipulative...like they have a hidden agenda that will always end up somehow end up with me risking what i have changed.I don't make myself vulnerable anymore...or readable.and saying that is more open then i wanna be.
ANYWAYS-I can drive alone now! I mean i;ve had my liscense since thanksgiving..buut...NOW I can drive by myself with out having an accident in the car or in my pants...and by that I mean..it hasn't happened yet and I am a little more comfortable with stuff.a little.I just need time.Driving is so dangerous..but i don't wanna be a chicken...and practice makes perfect..I need to get used to that.
I went to watch a movie with amy but walked out b/c it had language in it.and i am very very itolerant theese days of that stuff.can't stand it.everyone was talking about how awful it was and how it made them feel bad...but no one else did it.no one else got up and left.comon pepole.have some GUTS!Don't worry about goin with the flow and hurting someones feelings b/c you didn't like the movie they picked out! there is more thats so much more important...
I played soccer sunday.It was amazing.It heals EVERYTHING.broken hearts...restless spirits...constipation...whatever ails you..play soccer and all will be well.Of course its not as amazing as praying...or anything...but as far as sports go.soccer.choose it.
my back is starting to hurt from this chair.so i quit.and I've ranted quite a bit.
[[grrumble]]
<>Dee<>
did i mention i ate Bojangles..and it was so much better...than zaxbys.or chick-fil-a.or any other chicken place in my experience (which is alot of chicken places)
Homefolks is really amazing too..if you've ever been.::cough:::Tom
I bought a new machnaical pencil today and you DON'T KNOW what that can do to a girl.sooo pumped!I wanna write something with it so bad and i have no idea what to write!BAH!
Ok-well lets see...I can't remeber the last time i typed in this so i'll just start with Friday.
It was a good enough day.I was down the previous day b/c of a series of events that i don't feel like typing b/c i have other AIM convos going on AND I'm on myspace AND I'm eating cold Japaneese food and drinking water and diet peach tea snapple...WOOT! (now THATS multi-tasking)
well anyways...I had tons of plans for Friday.Shane(cute kid i met) asked me to do somthing.TJ wanted me to go to his game and mytra and I were gunna hang out..BUT I went to a church "gospel meeting" my dad was preaching at.so i cancled all my plans for the sake of learning somthing and eating out with some of the youth from church...which was cool but i ate TOO MUCH.ALOT.SOMEONE made a huge deal out of following me to the bathroom too.how embarrising.and mean.I'm nt beleimic and its not funny anymore.not when pepole take things too seriously.
anyways later some of the youth came back to my house (late that night at like..11ish) and we double dutched (well..i did b/c i was the only one who seemed to be any good) and then we walked to the playground.I was cocky,annoying,and a know it all the whole time (like usual) and i'm pretty sure they all hated me..so i took to going on a midnight jog with just me and Nadine (my puppy) It was totally amazing.I love running so much...especially at night.alone.AND IT WAS SOO CLEAR and BEAUTIFUL.stars are the best.anyways-Nadine kept up with me the whole way..which really meant something to me.most dogs can't b/c they get distracted or tired...but she was there..the whole time...right beside me.it was great.I dont know what was best.the running,the weather, or the fact that i was alone.
Then at like 12:30 i started talking to Joey on the phone and we set up our first date!..(and probably our last....though i hope not.lol) anyways...i don't think he likes me...but it was still fun.he says things like he really does like me...but as we all know..i have major trust issues and my brain is in denial.
Anyways Joey = "upstanding young gentleman"...at least i hope he is what most pepole WITH OUT trust issues would see him as.but me..we all know I'm different in more ways than one...and when pepole are nice..i tend to see it as manipulative...like they have a hidden agenda that will always end up somehow end up with me risking what i have changed.I don't make myself vulnerable anymore...or readable.and saying that is more open then i wanna be.
ANYWAYS-I can drive alone now! I mean i;ve had my liscense since thanksgiving..buut...NOW I can drive by myself with out having an accident in the car or in my pants...and by that I mean..it hasn't happened yet and I am a little more comfortable with stuff.a little.I just need time.Driving is so dangerous..but i don't wanna be a chicken...and practice makes perfect..I need to get used to that.
I went to watch a movie with amy but walked out b/c it had language in it.and i am very very itolerant theese days of that stuff.can't stand it.everyone was talking about how awful it was and how it made them feel bad...but no one else did it.no one else got up and left.comon pepole.have some GUTS!Don't worry about goin with the flow and hurting someones feelings b/c you didn't like the movie they picked out! there is more thats so much more important...
I played soccer sunday.It was amazing.It heals EVERYTHING.broken hearts...restless spirits...constipation...whatever ails you..play soccer and all will be well.Of course its not as amazing as praying...or anything...but as far as sports go.soccer.choose it.
my back is starting to hurt from this chair.so i quit.and I've ranted quite a bit.
[[grrumble]]
<>Dee<>
did i mention i ate Bojangles..and it was so much better...than zaxbys.or chick-fil-a.or any other chicken place in my experience (which is alot of chicken places)
Homefolks is really amazing too..if you've ever been.::cough:::Tom