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some songs can just manipulate my emotions like nothing else can. music might be my favorite thing in the world, more so than food or women or sleep or anything.
i have so many dreams and wishes. i spend a good 20% of my time, when i'm not sleeping, just fantasizing and daydreaming. i also find it very depressing that so many of them will never come true.
people tend to think i'm very funny, and whether anyone knows it or not, that makes me really happy. truth be told, i'm very unsure of myself, to the point of where i often try too hard. i also over-analyze stuff.
i'm easily deterred by failure, and i give up easily. probably because i have very high expectations of myself, which is kind of ironic.
neal in a nutshell
i have so many dreams and wishes. i spend a good 20% of my time, when i'm not sleeping, just fantasizing and daydreaming. i also find it very depressing that so many of them will never come true.
people tend to think i'm very funny, and whether anyone knows it or not, that makes me really happy. truth be told, i'm very unsure of myself, to the point of where i often try too hard. i also over-analyze stuff.
i'm easily deterred by failure, and i give up easily. probably because i have very high expectations of myself, which is kind of ironic.
neal in a nutshell