fucked up
so im sittin here at anna, megan, danay, and jeremiahs apartment...and i check my myspace...and blake finally commented on one of my blogs on there...i dont know what to do...all it made me do was cry...UUUUUUGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant help myself...i just care for him so deeply and my...i cant say love...cause its not that...yet...and most likely wont be (but all i can do is hope)...i guess...worry for him...i jus worry so much that if hes okay...or what hes doing...i just dont know what do...and of course i have to be really drunk...drunk drunk drunk...o but yeah...