im such a dumbass...

[bucscheerman]

so i fucked up and started reading his WHOLE ENTIRE LJ...wtf is wrong with me...so as im sittin here reading all i do is cry...jus finding out more about him...things he kept from me...why? why cant i get past him...why?? i dont understand myself...although i do know that i HAVE realized ALOTTA things within the last weeks...but all i want to do is

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[like_lovers_do]

fuck luke. it just seems we can't escape bullshit. i miss you. i am coming home april 13. i can't wait to see you baby! i know there's not much i can say to make you feel better, but know that i love you and i miss you and that life does go on. just think about other things...that's what i do when i am really lonely and depressed. look outside...or hell go outside for a walk. it's so beautiful outside today. or listen to some feel-good music, like 311 or ace of base or the beach boys. there's a group on myspace called "the happy endings" and i really like their music. you should check em out. i know...funny name. haha and talk to all of your friends that have positive attitudes about life and make you feel good about yourself...like me! i love you lukie and miss you! i will see you soon!!!! hang in there sweetie.
-heather xoxo

[bucscheerman]

i love you so much heather...i jus listened to that band and they really do sound good...but yes when you get into town we are gonna party like its going out of style!!! and maybe by then ill have a job and have some money ya know lol...love you girl and be careful!