I'm sorry
I just realisied, after reading my comments on my past post, that I have been a bad friend. I am sorry. I have become a dissappointment to all of you. I am sorry. I have done the very thing I did not want to do. I lost touch. I have been at odds of sort lately with Hope, I love her, that is true, and yes I have spent much time on the phone with her, but I know that in some way I could have juggled it as to not disappoint anyone. I am sorry to everyone. I'm a failure.