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wow a lot of shit went down this week. omg. lets just say this to keep my personal life ... personal. Terry was driving me to stars and we got pulled over by the cops. I was so fucking scared cause im on probation right now as it is. well anyways i had no shoes on cause i didnt want my mom to hear me leave. So when the cops came up to the car he made terry get out and then took him and made him sit in the back of his car. i was soo fucking scared. i dont know if any of you know this but i have the worst fear anyone could possibly have of cops. So after putting terry into the back of the one car he puts me in the back of the squad car. well i hear terry bitching in the other and i just start freaking out. Then one of the cops came and started asking me ?'s and i kept stumbling on my words and shit so he asked me if i was drunk. omg what an idoit. and then he asks me " what hospital were you born in" okay like i fucking no. cops are so stupid. and then he puts me in the back of the other car with terry and i just look at him and say im sry. then the cop comes back and tels terry hes getting a ticket and to go home. terry sat there for like 5 mins begging the cops to let him take me home but he was being an ass and wouldnt let him. so then terry got out of the car and i just startd flipping out. i mean i begged that cop to let terry stay with me until i got home but he made terry leave. i think i realized the truth of the fact that i was surrounded by cops when terry left. i started screaming and balling my eyes out. and then the cops were like what the fuck is wrong with you and i told them about my fear. then 5 mins later the one fat cop tried to give me a hug cause i was sitting in the back seat balling my eyes out and rocking myself. when he went to give me a hug i started kick the seat the other cops was in. i dont think i have ever been so scared in my life. and on top of it guilty because of how much shit i had just gotten terry into. He took the fall for my smokes and blamed himself for everything. god i wish he wouldnt of. im not worth that shit. well yeah terry cam to my house today and said he was sry to my mom and stuff so now she like loves the kid. she thinks hes a gentlemen:)
i hate shit like this:/
wow a lot of shit went down this week. omg. lets just say this to keep my personal life ... personal. Terry was driving me to stars and we got pulled over by the cops. I was so fucking scared cause im on probation right now as it is. well anyways i had no shoes on cause i didnt want my mom to hear me leave. So when the cops came up to the car he made terry get out and then took him and made him sit in the back of his car. i was soo fucking scared. i dont know if any of you know this but i have the worst fear anyone could possibly have of cops. So after putting terry into the back of the one car he puts me in the back of the squad car. well i hear terry bitching in the other and i just start freaking out. Then one of the cops came and started asking me ?'s and i kept stumbling on my words and shit so he asked me if i was drunk. omg what an idoit. and then he asks me " what hospital were you born in" okay like i fucking no. cops are so stupid. and then he puts me in the back of the other car with terry and i just look at him and say im sry. then the cop comes back and tels terry hes getting a ticket and to go home. terry sat there for like 5 mins begging the cops to let him take me home but he was being an ass and wouldnt let him. so then terry got out of the car and i just startd flipping out. i mean i begged that cop to let terry stay with me until i got home but he made terry leave. i think i realized the truth of the fact that i was surrounded by cops when terry left. i started screaming and balling my eyes out. and then the cops were like what the fuck is wrong with you and i told them about my fear. then 5 mins later the one fat cop tried to give me a hug cause i was sitting in the back seat balling my eyes out and rocking myself. when he went to give me a hug i started kick the seat the other cops was in. i dont think i have ever been so scared in my life. and on top of it guilty because of how much shit i had just gotten terry into. He took the fall for my smokes and blamed himself for everything. god i wish he wouldnt of. im not worth that shit. well yeah terry cam to my house today and said he was sry to my mom and stuff so now she like loves the kid. she thinks hes a gentlemen:)
i hate shit like this:/