boredom
Let's see today I woke up and called super one to let them know I would be willing to work for them and they tell me they hired someone already! AHH! It was a sucky job but at least it WAS a job. Now I don't even have that! Oh no, back to my sad pitiful crusade of finding a decent job. I feel kinda unhappy today. The only direct reason I have is that I haven't talked to Ben in awhile. But that should not be getting me down too bad, I am home with all my buddies! Most of my buddies gotta work though and go to school during the day so I get to be bored! Not cool at all!! Hanging out with Kile yesterday was nice, I really miseed him and when I first saw him the first thing I said was "Boy you look good!" Haha. Hanging out with some people at the freezing park last night was really fun too! It really reminds me of the old times! I love that! I get to visit somemore businesses today that I already applied to and ask them the status on them filling the positions. I hate this! I'm making my resume look more professional from a booklet MI works gave me! :) WI Dells in a month and I have no $!!! Not cool. I notice I only write in here when I'm bored,pissed, or extremely happy! I guess that makes sense though! Seriously if Ben doesn't want to correspond anymore just fuckin tell me, instead of me thinking he still cares a little. I really think he does though! :