Jun 29, 2005 20:12
I sit here on the one of the supposidly happiest days of my life and I am miserable! Everthing is just falling apart and I dont know why. I am easily angered and frusterated and no one seems to hear my cries not even the guy whose' supposidly the love of my life. Infact he is part of the problem. Being selfish and unconsiderate has all ways been the problem with jesse and as of recently it's gotten worst. Instead of understanding and helping me with issue's he's causing more of them to come around. It's our 2 years today and instead of hugs and kisses and talking abouthow we'll grow old together we talked about breaking up. My idiotic boyfriend can' only remember all our bad times together but never the good that comes with it. Instead of being happy that we've come so far from the first day we've met. he wants to break up because we're TOOO OPPOSITE! WTF...Opposite my ass...has he seen everythign we've done togehter...He is so far up his own ass right now that i could run him over with my car and he woudln't see what happened! I need to talk to someone...so anyone who cares call me up!