i need happy pills

[bubblezrulez]

i hate happy couples. they make me sick. every time i see on it makes me feel even worse than i already do. it just makes me think that i made a big mistake breaking up with andrew at the beginnig of the year. i sometimes feel i made a huge mistake by not trying to work things out. maybe we should have tried to work our problems out instead of just giving up. maybe things would have been better or maybe they wouldn't have but at least we would have tried. jess says i can have her!!
i really need to find myself a guy. and soon. anyone know 1??
well thats my depressed rant for today. hopefully there will be no more of these!