Jun 05, 2005 18:32
its official now. i have no life. ok so i do go out often but it is only to the flat (which is not that great anyway). i dont know what is wrong with me now. beginning of the year i spent alot of time at the flat and loved it but now im sick of it. i went down last night and came home at 10 because it was so boring. anyway it is starting to get scary at the flat with the way ashton is towards me. really need to find myself a guy!!and quick!! then it will give ashton a reason to stay away from me (also he could beat ashton up if he gets to bad). friday night was the worst. im not going to go into details but lets say im never staying there overnight again. i got so uncomfortable that i had to come back here at 5 in the morning. i just couldnt handle it anymore.
anyway thats my rant for tonight. lets hope i never have to do any more of them though im sure i will have a few!
have only been atempting to study over the last week but it hasnt gone very well. cant wait till exams are over as i wont have to do anything at all over the holidays. no assignments no nothing. YAY!!