bored......
hey its me again.....just sitting here bored out of my mind....everyone is playing cards and im not much of a card shark....i was reply to one of my friends on here today, who is a great inspiration to me.....I was ending the reply when i started thinking of a poem off the top of my head....weird how some people can bring out the talent in you with just a single thought of them......
"Bring me pleasure, bring me pain, this endless sorrow has no gain.....
The nightmares continue thruout the night, The dreary torture the evasive flight...
The drugs are seeping deep into my brain, The emotions surrender, there is no pain..
the eternal suffering is numbing fast, the room is spinning , the high is cast....
I drop my head unto my knee, I start to shiver, my eyes ne'er see......
this don't feel right, my heart starts pounding, my evasive flight
becomes a drowning.....
I know this feeling all too well, I'm dying now, I'm going to hell,
I lost faith, you see, just let it be, I'm perishing now, O.D....."
now, don't think that he brings out the drugs in me...he doesn't ......I jsut was typing a reply and i felt like writing something and it all just came out....I actually felt like I could breathe after that...Pretty kick, huh.....
Well, dear dear diary/journal or whatever......I guess i should end this one for the nite huh....I will check back in tmw and I hope its a brighter day......
"All alone, feeling glum, I close my eyes as my nights begun.....
Hoping to fall fast asleep, I start to dream as I weep.....
I am gone for now but will return, When I open my eyes they will not burn....."
tata sweets........Bubblez
"Bring me pleasure, bring me pain, this endless sorrow has no gain.....
The nightmares continue thruout the night, The dreary torture the evasive flight...
The drugs are seeping deep into my brain, The emotions surrender, there is no pain..
the eternal suffering is numbing fast, the room is spinning , the high is cast....
I drop my head unto my knee, I start to shiver, my eyes ne'er see......
this don't feel right, my heart starts pounding, my evasive flight
becomes a drowning.....
I know this feeling all too well, I'm dying now, I'm going to hell,
I lost faith, you see, just let it be, I'm perishing now, O.D....."
now, don't think that he brings out the drugs in me...he doesn't ......I jsut was typing a reply and i felt like writing something and it all just came out....I actually felt like I could breathe after that...Pretty kick, huh.....
Well, dear dear diary/journal or whatever......I guess i should end this one for the nite huh....I will check back in tmw and I hope its a brighter day......
"All alone, feeling glum, I close my eyes as my nights begun.....
Hoping to fall fast asleep, I start to dream as I weep.....
I am gone for now but will return, When I open my eyes they will not burn....."
tata sweets........Bubblez