fat cow

[bubbleslk]

if i keep this up, i'm going to gain the freshman 15 (or 50) my senior year....

i've been eating like a heifer, and i'm fairly certain i've been gaining the weight to prove it.  i haven't gotten my scale out, and i don't really plan on it.

i blame it on stress... not that blaming it really helps me any.

i feel like i shouldn't be stressed, because i haven't really done anything... but really, it's just a ridiculously vicious circle:
*i have lots of work to do*
*i get stressed*
*i panic and don't do any work*
*i see how much more work i have to do*
*i get more stressed*
*i panic more and accomplish even less*
...etc...

i can feel myself being crushed under this semester...

fuck.