i'm easily distracted
especially from chemistry... especially when i suck at it... even if it's remedial chemistry
i can't do labs. i'm pretty sure that's just the way the world works. i'll get over it.
let's hope oostendorp doesn't pay too much attention to the results for that part...
(it's just the one part! we have to calculate the diffraction grating - 500, 1,000 or 13,500 lines/mm - my results: .883 lines/mm. oops.)
but... my distraction[s].
maybe i'm turning into a flirt. (?) maybe not. maybe i just suck at flirting. probably.
but there have certainly been some people with whom to flirt. :-)
some [err... one] of them are [is] at UNI... and i tried to facebook stalk and it just didn't work. dammit, why didn't i look hard enough at his name tag to catch his last name??? or... you know... be really cool and ask for some way to stay in contact with him... because, as relatively short as it was, that conversation was, as he would say, "awesome".
and... well... there are others... slightly more accessible.
the one... i haven't seen her... but... well... now i know there are connections. we're looking into that.
there was the one from a little while back... he's kinda off-limits, and not the kind of person i want to get involved with. but he's still cute.
aaaaaand... there is another. someone who i at least see regularly... and it seems that when we talk, we could just talk for hours and hours... and it's great. i foresee working together a bit more in the near future. maybe i could dig up some balls and try to get together outside of work...
there are a couple of others who i think about occasionally... but sometimes i think it's only because i know they're gay girls. i mean, they're great girls... but when i think about it, i can't really see myself with them. well... sometimes i can... but... well... i'll just keep my options open.
so... yeah... that's where my brain is going while i'm failing at remedial chemistry. i think eating this chocolate frosting might actually encourage it too. it's not a bad thing. well... it's not so great that i'm not doing my chem lab... but it's not due til noon. ;-) i'm just starting to think about what i want to do. i'm kind of sick of pursuing. maybe i could just be a little flirt, and wait to be pursued. i am rather enjoying this. there's always someone to see or flirt with or or think about... it's so much better than locking myself up. i'm not dedicating myself to anyone... i can just... have fun and enjoy life.
and daydream... ;-)
i can't do labs. i'm pretty sure that's just the way the world works. i'll get over it.
let's hope oostendorp doesn't pay too much attention to the results for that part...
(it's just the one part! we have to calculate the diffraction grating - 500, 1,000 or 13,500 lines/mm - my results: .883 lines/mm. oops.)
but... my distraction[s].
maybe i'm turning into a flirt. (?) maybe not. maybe i just suck at flirting. probably.
but there have certainly been some people with whom to flirt. :-)
some [err... one] of them are [is] at UNI... and i tried to facebook stalk and it just didn't work. dammit, why didn't i look hard enough at his name tag to catch his last name??? or... you know... be really cool and ask for some way to stay in contact with him... because, as relatively short as it was, that conversation was, as he would say, "awesome".
and... well... there are others... slightly more accessible.
the one... i haven't seen her... but... well... now i know there are connections. we're looking into that.
there was the one from a little while back... he's kinda off-limits, and not the kind of person i want to get involved with. but he's still cute.
aaaaaand... there is another. someone who i at least see regularly... and it seems that when we talk, we could just talk for hours and hours... and it's great. i foresee working together a bit more in the near future. maybe i could dig up some balls and try to get together outside of work...
there are a couple of others who i think about occasionally... but sometimes i think it's only because i know they're gay girls. i mean, they're great girls... but when i think about it, i can't really see myself with them. well... sometimes i can... but... well... i'll just keep my options open.
so... yeah... that's where my brain is going while i'm failing at remedial chemistry. i think eating this chocolate frosting might actually encourage it too. it's not a bad thing. well... it's not so great that i'm not doing my chem lab... but it's not due til noon. ;-) i'm just starting to think about what i want to do. i'm kind of sick of pursuing. maybe i could just be a little flirt, and wait to be pursued. i am rather enjoying this. there's always someone to see or flirt with or or think about... it's so much better than locking myself up. i'm not dedicating myself to anyone... i can just... have fun and enjoy life.
and daydream... ;-)