The Path Less Taken
soo I've never been one for taken the beaten path! I'm sorry its my flaw I know this. But I guess it works.. Depression comes with it I hate being alone but it's going to happen.. I hate change.. I hated it when shirley stoped talkin to me that was a bitch in a half i really seriously wanted to fucken die... But then of course now for the umteenth time, I'm in the whole with out johnpaul thing. I guess it's something to get over and use to because it was bad for both me and him... So yeah i guess im happy in a since and kinda sad i hurt him... I'm kinda scared about brandon... THNX SHIRLEY that one is all on you! For real.. All 100% on you... Gotta talk shit.. lol It's all good i guess it wont let me get my hopes to high about much of anything.
But yeah Thursday night Brandon came and got me and I stayed at his house with him... he so cuddely lol he's a sweet heart too.. Minus the whole he was on the computer alot... grr lol sometimes I wish computers werent in exsistance... But then again lol I wouldn't of meet some really important people in my life.. :P soo Yeah but we spent all Friday together hung out with ym dad for a minut and went to his mom and dads house.. ::Yahoo:: lol anyways...
I been thinking alot lately about my life and where its gone.. Not so many good places. There are alot of people that wish they could have what I have and I took all of what I HAD for granted... ::hmm:: I dunno what I'm suppose to do about it but yeah it's life... I would change my out look on college if I could go backa nd re-do it knowing what I know... I'd for sure stick in college.. No question about it.. I think I'd be in a better place now.. lots of things would be different then what they are... But I thinnk I can deal what i currently got.. I think! Still kinda trying to deal wit it.. shape it and stuff... ya know what im saying... well g'nite... xoxox ppl christia
But yeah Thursday night Brandon came and got me and I stayed at his house with him... he so cuddely lol he's a sweet heart too.. Minus the whole he was on the computer alot... grr lol sometimes I wish computers werent in exsistance... But then again lol I wouldn't of meet some really important people in my life.. :P soo Yeah but we spent all Friday together hung out with ym dad for a minut and went to his mom and dads house.. ::Yahoo:: lol anyways...
I been thinking alot lately about my life and where its gone.. Not so many good places. There are alot of people that wish they could have what I have and I took all of what I HAD for granted... ::hmm:: I dunno what I'm suppose to do about it but yeah it's life... I would change my out look on college if I could go backa nd re-do it knowing what I know... I'd for sure stick in college.. No question about it.. I think I'd be in a better place now.. lots of things would be different then what they are... But I thinnk I can deal what i currently got.. I think! Still kinda trying to deal wit it.. shape it and stuff... ya know what im saying... well g'nite... xoxox ppl christia