Jun 24, 2005 22:50
lol Yes i watched some dumb show last night that had a gold turd and gems in it kinda stuck in my head... But i don't know what there really is to talk about.. I've completely fucked my life up... constantly fucking it up. I think I hate myself and I do stupid things to punish me.. :( I hurt other people in the process.. Why can't I just get thing sright.. Stop fuckin it all up.. Why wasn't JohnPaul enough why did I CONSTANTLY fuck that up? He's a great guy he never did anything horribly wrong too me I'm a bitch.. I threw out one of the good things in my life... :(